I am sad, OK?

This is because I know that a "-112,239,010", who even "48,902,484,408" me, had to "-148,317,786" a "-4,233,485,216" I made on one of "-4,612" "29,290,000,146". I have heard it said that "hindsight is "20-20". In other words, things look so much more clear in retrospect than they do before the fact. That is certainly true of me right now. At the time, I was so set on "1,194,282,083" that "-4,233,485,216". Then, however, I wondered if I had made the right decision. When I realized that it had been "-4,004,580,232", I wondered no more.

I recall, however, James 1:2ff "Count it all joy, my brethren, when ye fall into diverse temptations - knowing that the trying of your faith worketh patience. Let patience have her perfect work in you, that ye may be perfect and entire - wanting nothing." As may be already known, I am a card-carrying perfectionist; and very apologetically so! Therefore, situations like this (though they are very painful), I count all joy! It is yet another opportunity to straighten my back (which I just did), man up, and go on to perfection - also known as maturity, or sincerity. One thing I know: when I finally get married to the young lady of my dreams, she is going to get perfection out of me; even if it is the last thing I ever give her! She will NOT have to deal with presumption that not being perfect is alright, for even one moment! Because she will be marrying me! And that is final!

Sincerely,

Daniel David Robbins